It always seems like I’m wasting all my time
Staying up through all the hours of the night
When I try to battle the shortness of breath in my lungs
And there’s so much to do, so I guess I’ll smoke another one
Whiskey breath and stale beer on the carpet
I guess it’s true - I got what I wanted.
And I’m still waiting on my phone to ring
And I’m still waiting - waiting for you to say
Darling I’m never coming home
I’ve grown content with all these nights alone
I don’t need you here
I don’t need you near me
Darling I’m never coming back
Change my name and my bags are packed
I don’t need you here
I don’t need you near me
Now my anxiety has gotten the best of me
And I’m fucked up again and so far out of reach
Maybe all I really need is to get some sleep
Or maybe I don’t really need much of anything
Walk around this house and trying to calm down
I’m not used to the silence without you around
And I’m still waiting on my phone to ring
And I’m still waiting - waiting for you to say
So I ran away – to another state.
Yeah I ran away – now it’s too late.
And if you want me back just show up
I’m here and my arms are open.
And if you want me back just show up say
You made a mistake
Yeah I know that you know you made a mistake.
credits
from Always Dying,
released September 18, 2015
Trevor John - Vocals, Guitar, Lyrics
Jonathan Harris - Drums
Jay Kelly - Bass
Zach Bennett - Octaves & Notes
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